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I vowed never to commit suicide...

It was a long time ago now, late last year when my cousin passed. I didn't even meet him which made it more harder for me to deal with him dying. He was only in his late 20's, I prayed every night for god to take me instead of him.

I was depressed for a bit before that and his death made it worse. I was on the end of despair, something I called depressed suicidal. Then we had his funeral and I saw my pope there. He looked at me and I felt him seeing everything in my mind and his look which I will never forget. That is when I vowed never to commit suicide...

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