I’d been lying there for a good five minutes before it started bugging me. Maxxie had to be done by now, didn’t he? Unless…unless he didn’t want to come back. What if he was happier over there with Caleb doing God knows what than he was over here with me. Stupid, awkward little me. Stupid me who could barely handle more than a kiss. Who’d want to be with that when there’s someone a couple doors down who’ll do anything you ask. Shit, you’re gonna lose him, Hadley. You’re gonna fucking lose him because he’s gonna get tired of waiting for you.
I heard the door open finally and looked up as Maxxie walked in. "Hey"
"Hey" he said, sitting on the other bed.
"How was it?"
He flashed me a half smile. "Better than i expected"
I crooked an eyebrow. That’s not exactly the most comforting thing to hear.
He shrugged. "What did you get up to?"
"Went and saw a movie with Alex. And got a haircut"
He smiled. "It suits you. I like it"
I smiled and blushed a little. "Thanks"
He hummed and I moved beds to sit with him, feeling the need to be closer to him to try and convince my insecurities he wasn’t going to leave me for someone for willing. He put an arm around me and I leant against him, breathing in his scent. "You smell like Caleb"
"Sorry" he said, smiling slightly.
Maxxie rested his head on my shoulder and I sighed contentedly. We stayed like that for a few minutes before I finally realised he’d stay like that until I moved. I shifted a little bit and kissed him. He kissed back and I found myself kissing harder, straddling him. I could tell he was surprised but was willing to see where this was going. Where was this going? I kept kissing him and he kept kissing back. It was nice to not feel entirely awkward but I pulled back after a while, biting my lip.
I nodded and he smiled as I pressed my forehead against his. He hummed happily. I smiled and he smiled back.
"I think I'm gonna take a shower"
He pecked me on the lips. "Okay" That wasn’t exactly the idea I had, Maxxie.
I stood up, tugging on Maxxie’s hand. He got up and followed me curiously into the bathroom. I kissed him and tugged at his shirt, wondering if he’d caught onto my idea yet. He kissed back, letting me pull his shirt off before pulling my own t-shirt off. Maxxie put his arms around my waist and kissed me again. I threaded my fingers through his hair and tugged lightly, causing him to hold me closer.
"Shower" I mumbled, biting back a groan as Maxxie let go of me.
I moved over to the shower and turned the tap. "C'mere"
Maxxie obliged and I kissed him again, sticking my hand under the water to check the temperature. He kissed back and I started undoing his jeans. He hesitated a moment before setting to work on mine. Once they were undone and pulled down a little, I kicked them off and kissed Maxxie’s neck. He tilted his head to make it easier for me and kicked his jeans away as well. I kissed him again and pulled him into the shower, relaxing a little under the warm water. I felt him smile slightly and I pulled him closer, feeling his arms around my waist again. I pressed my forehead against his.
He smiled. "None at all?"
"Okay, maybe some"
He pecked me on the lips. "Tell me if it’s too weird this time, hmm?"
"Will do" I said, kissing him again.
He hummed and kissed me back.
"As nice as this is, I would actually like a shower" I said with a grin and Maxxie laughed quietly.
"Go ahead" he said, handing me a bottle of shower gel.
I eyed him curiously. "Why does this feel suspicious?"
"I don’t know. You’re the one that brought me in here"
I laughed a little at that. "True"
He smiled and I pecked him on the lips, washing myself regardless of the fact that it felt a little weird. Maxxie stole the shower gel off me and started washing himself, trying not to look too much. Honestly I didn’t mind him looking. It was around then that I started getting curious. I was feeling bold and I wanted to know how Maxxie felt. How every inch of him felt. Well, maybe not every inch. I ran a hand down his torso, stopping at the stretch of skin between his hips and making my way back up to his chest. Maxxie shivered slightly and I bit my lip. He pecked my cheek and I bit my lip harder before kissing him.
"You’ll make your lip bleed again" he murmured.
"I have you to kiss it better, don't I?"
He smiled, nodded and kissed me.
I took a deep breath, plucking up the courage to seal my fate. "Maxxie"
"I think... Maybe later we..."
He waited for me to say it. Thanks for being so talkative there, buddy.
I scrunched my nose up before rushing out "We could maybe try the whole blowjob thing again"
"If you’re willing"
I nodded and he kissed me. I kissed back, trying not to blush and he smiled. I shut my eyes and pulled him close to me again, telling my brain that it wasn’t weird how our hips were pressed together.