I woke to feel Helena's arms comfortingly twisted in mine. I rolled over and saw her eyes were open and she was staring at me.
"Morning." She kissed me and I let my lips part, inviting her tongue in to my mouth and feeling pleasure at her being so close.
"Good morning lover." She whispered. Then she kissed me again. My fingers trailed over her smooth skin, carressing patterns made by the blinds along her curves. "That is really nice." She moaned as she lay back and let my fingers continue around her curves, touching every surface until I reached her chest, where I paused, and then continued the patterns with my lips and tongue. She took my head in her hands guiding me down her stomach, towards the cotton trousers she had on. "I want you" she whispered.
I paused at the lining of her trousers. "Helena...do you...you don't expect anything out of this do you?"
"What do you mean?"
"You don't expect some sort of long term relationship?"
"No. As I said, I can tell it's your nature."
"Good." I unzipped her trousers and pulled them down. "Let's see if I can make you scream before I need to go then."
I sat in the coffe shop Annie and I had frequented a lot recently, with a cup of coffee in my hands and a piece of cake on the plate in front of me. Annie was expected in ten minutes. I had come early to give myself time to prepare, but I was still feeling a bit shaky. I wrapped my hands around the coffee mug and thought back to the conversation Helena and I had had as she drove me here.
She had said that we should end the affair when the shoot was over. And I had agrees. Because although she was exciting and new, she was going to get old. Not in the physical sense, but in the sense that I already was staring to know everything about her body and herself. So, with my nature, I would soon move along anyway. And this is what I had to get across to Annie. I hoped she'd understand.
Especially as she'd probably known this would happen anyway.