When I got back to my house I passed out on the sofa curled up and tears spilling down my cheek. Why did it have to be him? He didn't want a fucking relationship with me. He was clear about that after the first time. But I had to persue him. I had to keep trying to get more. Then Taylor being at his side.... that hurt the most. Cayden almost seemed different towards him. More like he was trying for a relationship with him.
I don't know why it hurt so much. I mean I couldn't like Cayden that much could I? I didn't mean to start liking him.... I know it can't be planned but surely I could of avoided acting like a fucking idiot.
I wake up to my phone going off. I check the caller ID seeing its El. I can't talk to him right now. I leave it on the bed and moved to the kitchen. I pull yesterday's breakfast out of the fridge staring at it for a while before moving to the microwave and heating it up. I take it to the living room where I find myself pulling out a yellow pages.
I find my fingers turning the pages till I arrive at estate agents. "Seems I'm gonna start travelling better get this place rented out" I whisper letting my fingers pass over the page and take a firm bite out of the sandwich. Cayden might of been right these were horrible but they also had a nice taste.
A few hours later after calling up an estate agents and setting an appointment I got a knock at the door. I opened it to find El. "Hey" He said all bright smile. I didn't smile back. "I was coming to check on you. Everyone left in a strop last night"
I dragged El inside closing the door before pushing him to the wall and crushing my lips to his. He freezes for a second with confusion then slowly he settles into it kissing me back. I move down to kiss his next and move him to the bedroom taking his trousers and boxers off as I go. I push him down on to the bed and slip off my own boxers and trousers off before pushing inside him and setting a fast rythm.