Okay, so here we are. Last day in Paris, everything’s been romantic and mushy and pretty much perfect. Well, except one thing. One pretty major thing. When we haven’t been off doing mushy romantic stuff, I’ve pretty much been asleep. My sex drive has disappeared, not that it was particularly persistent in the first place. And every time Maxxie sort of attempted to get something going between us and all I could do was give some shitty excuse like “I’m kinda tired” or the typical “maybe tomorrow”, I just felt guilty.
I made out with Maxxie til things started getting a little heated. Fuck you, libido. I’m a teenager. I’m supposed to want to fuck anything that moves, why aren’t you working? I pulled back with a sigh and reeled off another one of my shitty excuses.
"Are you okay?" Maxxie asked, frowning a teeny bit.
"Yeah, I'm fine. Guess I wore my sex drive out in London" I laughed a tiny bit.
He smiled slightly and tried not to look concerned.
"Don't worry about it" I smiled back and yawned a little bit.
He huggled me and I hugged back, humming as he kissed my neck softly. I tilted my head and he nuzzled my neck, making me chuckle. I smiled and he smiled back.
I sighed a little. "What to do with the evening now, eh?"
"S'up to you" he mumbled into my shoulder.
“If you want"
I yawned a little again. "It's too early for sleep"
"Then why're you so tired?
I shrugged and he gave a tiny frown.
I giggled. “If I'm asleep you can't spend money on me"
"True" he chuckled slightly.
I huggled him a little tighter and he hummed. Which was when I started feeling sleepy. I felt him tracing patterns on the back of my neck. I hummed and felt myself getting more tired. He kept doing it and eventually I started falling asleep. He cuddled me a bit closer and I hummed again, burying my head in his chest. He kissed the top of my head and I hummed yet again. Why do I seem to hum more when I’m sleepy?
"You trying to send me to sleep?" I asked, almost smiling.
"No, but if you want to sleep, then sleep, gorgeous"
I smiled a little. "I've spent most of this trip asleep"
He hummed in agreement and I felt a determined look sneak onto my face.
"I'm not falling asleep"
"What d'you want to do then?"
"No idea" I hummed.
He smiled. "Another movie?"
"Sure" I chuckled.
He flicked through the various channels trying to find a decent movie and I snuggled up to him. He gave up after a while, snuggling as well, though neither of us paid much attention to whatever was on TV.
About an hour passed before I sleepily said "I'm bored"
"Me too" Maxxie said, equally sleepy.
He gave a slight shrug and I chuckled a little.
"I miss my tiny sex drive"
"Me too" he giggled.
"I can't even be bothered to tease you for that"
He slouched and put his head on my shoulder, humming as I stroked his hair. I kissed the top of his head, noticing he looked kind of sleepy. "Bed?"
I shuffled into bed, re-snuggling once Maxxie joined me.
"So much for not falling asleep" I chuckled and he laughed quietly.
I kissed his temple and he smiled, shifting to kiss me properly. I kissed back and he hummed quietly. I cuddled him a little more and started falling asleep, though I could tell he wasn’t quite that sleepy yet. I absently moved my hands down to his waist and he kissed me again. I kissed back kind of sleepily and he started playing with my hair. I smiled and he smiled back. I pressed my hips against his, half asleep and not really aware of what I was doing. He kissed my neck and I did something that was a cross between a hum and a moan. He drew circles on my back with his finger, which actually kind of tickled, and kept kissing me. I giggled a little and kissed back, cuddling his waist a little tighter when he smiled. He kissed my forehead and I hummed.
"I love you" he whispered.
"I love you too"
He smiled and kissed me lightly. I kissed back a tiny bit harder, humming when he matched it. Despite the fact that our plan of “dinner and sex” failed, this trip hasn’t exactly been wasted. I’ve had a good time, anyway.