You Love Him, and You Know You Do.Mature

You love him because he's broken, like you.

I want to tell this voice to be quiet before the memories of who he is start rushing back, but again, this little voice is right. He is 19, wonderful,sweet,and mean. So very,very mean. He is angry at the world, and I'm angry at him for never listening. He is angry at the pain that never leaves his heart, and I'm pissed that he won't let it go. He is frustrated that the memories never leave him, and I want to throttle him because why should he want them too?But, he's been hurt, time and time again, so I hurt for him and the tears he's shed without anyone noticing-I hurt for his broken heart. I want so badly to be the one who heals him- the one who puts a smile back on that beautiful face..I  want to be the one who reminds him that love doesn't have to be painful, that it doesn't have to be a war. I want to show him that he is the world to me, and that he doesn't have to prove his worth to me. I want him to stay, this time. I don't want him to be scared of my acceptance of him...I'm just hoping he'll let me love him, now that he's back.....

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