That Damien guy keeps looking at Luca and me, I don’t like it. I know, it’s probably because he’s shocked at Luca but, I don’t like it. I’m used to men looking at me lustfully so I just began to hate it anytime a guy looked at me.
Hmm, I miss my old clothes. When I got my inn I started to wear less revealing, baggie clothes. I wished I had my leathers and denim. Hmm... I wanted to feel sexy again; I don’t care about the looks. I kissed his cheek again, “I’ll be back in a minute.” I whispered, disappearing upstairs where I got changed. I brought most of my other clothes, but I also brought my leather jacket, black vest top and leather trousers with ankle boots, just like when Ben first saw me. I ruffled my hair and took my mirror out the suitcase and look in it, now at least I look the rock-chick girlfriend part. Oh, my, God. Am I getting fat? I check by squeezing my stomach.
My clothes fit, they don’t feel tight, but I look fat. No, it’s just me... fat... I shrug it off and place the mirror back in my case before walking back down the stairs, sitting next to Luca. “That’s better,” I smiled, stretching a little, getting back into the comfortable zone I had left a minute ago. He smiled and kissed me softly, I smiled back and leant back in again, drawing him in a little deeper before I remembered Alice and I pulled back. He smiled understandingly and settled for just hugging me.
"It's good to be back in my old clothes though."
"It's good to see you in them,"
"So, you'll be hard at work when we get to New York?"
"Yeah, It's gonna be tough to fit in recording Ashes around finishing the rest of the songs."
"I'll take Alice to see the city then, be out of your hair for the day."
"You don't have to if you don’t want"
"No, its fine, you'll be able to work better if we were out of your way." I looked to Alice who was giggling with Rayn as he tickled her and began pulling strange faces.
"Fair enough. Have fun then," he smiled following my gaze
"I will." I sighed, kissing him again. "Just a question, it's probably me being stupid, but d'ya thinks..." I continued in a whisper, "I'm getting fat?
He looked me up and down before shaking his head, "No. What made you ask that?"
"I just looked at myself earlier and thought of it.
"No, you look fine." he smiled.
"Okay." I managed a weak smile back; I guess I just felt fat because I haven't been getting any exercise I guess... I dunno.
"I'll be quite happy to give you a workout though, if you want it," he whispered in my ear, his hand sliding down to my hip suggestively for a moment before returning to my waist.
"On the bus?" I whispered a little wearily, but when he replied I let out a sigh of relief.
"Not while Alice is here, no. I'd been expecting to go to a hotel... We've still got the rooms booked."
"Depends if you can wait till then,” I challenged
"I can try... does that count?"
"I guess." I shrugged, kissing him once more. He smiled, kissing me back. "We'd have to get Rayn to look after Alice mind."
He glanced over at them, "I don't think that either of them would have a problem with that."
“I see what you mean about him being a big kid."
"Yeah, Phil and Damien are the sensible ones and me and Rayn are the idiots," he laughed.
"That I can believe." I grinned, he smiled and I laughed, he was so happy in his idiocy... haha.