Time for a reform. Im tired of chasing after guys, merely as something to look forward to. I'm irritated with myself for putting others as the reason for my personality. I need to discover who i am, in solitude. No more flirting with different me's merely to see whose fancy I strike. It needs to be deeper, I need to find a self that never tires, or humbles in regard to company. I want to find the me I am proud of so I never have to hide myself, and when I finally find that person I've been looking for to make my life special, they'll find who they are looking for, without me lying about who I am. I want to recreate who I am, but I dont know where to start.
Sing. Run. Find people I love. Spark my creativity and find myself in the stars.