Friday, September 17, 2010
My hope was soaring this day. Dad was meeting with two of the elders of our church. I hoped beyond hope he would break down, ask for help, repent.
He didn't show true repentance or humility. Justified and blamed his actions on everybody but himself. He told one of the elders he had no discernment. All he wanted to do was see us. His kids. He was proud, and we know what the Bible says about proud people. They will fall.
Our elders said Mom wanted to get back together again. He scoffed and said "She doesn't really want that."
They gave him our notes and left.
I heard about what had taken place and my hopes were shattered.