These words amaze me. They are just out to hurt people. So if you don't like the sound of that, press the back button. Okay?
You see, i'm generally a person. You know one of them that just exists. And i'm ok with that. Thats actually what makes me happy is knowing I am me.
And you can't and won't change me. No slags from the bus, no patronizing teacher, no boy who loves me and especially not a friend.
If you can't respect that I am different from you press the back button.
I feel things I can't describe.
Hate towards people I don't really know. Love for those who hurt me most. But the thing that I can't eve describe to my self, is why I push people away who care.
I need no answer so if you think you have a wise crack answer press the back button.
I hate time wasters.
Yet I can be one myself.
Some times I hate myself, the things I do and the people I like. But worst, the lies I tell to make myself someone else. Someone I want to be. Desperately. I need to be them.
If you're thinking 'What a nutter' well, I don't need you or your thoughts so press the back button, alright?
I get restless.
The thing that makes me want to die.
I don't fit in.
I can't change.
But surely it's better to be in and unhappy that to be outside, alone in the cold.
Will you please press the back button?
Before I hurt myself.
And possibly you.