My head dipped under the water as sleep beckoned me, and panic encroached my heart, forcing me up above the surface once again. I felt my brows furrow in frustration. It wasn't supposed to be like this.
I stared accusingly at the bottle of wine and pill case.
Why, whenever I made my attempts, did my body not comply?
All I wanted to gain from this was her. I just wanted to be with her again and if that meant I wasn't allowed to be alive... then I'm more than willing to let life go.