I don't want to be him.
You can't understand that because you have never been me.. but you are being me now. Unknowingly.
But I was different. I tried to hide it. You don't.
It kills me.
You can't physically understand.. I guess..
It's stupid. I'm just stupid and I'm sorry.
So sorry that it bothers me and I'm so sorry that you feel the need to.. to do that..
Sorry.. you should be allowed to do whatever you want so please.. if you want to, go ahead..
I'm so bitter.. sorry for that too..