Superhuman?

I try not to be cliche, but come on, I'm human...

Well i think i am. Noone knows me here, it's quite nice. I'm not famous, I'm not a celebrity, but i go out and everyone knows me, everyone recognises me and everyone remembers me. For some people that's all they want. And I'm sure there's at least a tiny part of all of us that is scared of leaving this world and just being forgotten. It scares me. And it confuses me, because i don't want to just be one of those people who says "I want to make my mark on the world" because lots of people say that and if not everyone says, i bet at least everyone thinks it. The dilemma I'm in at the moment is that I'm at a crossroads and other people are noticing. They're seeing my little brain turning over a spit beneath my eyes and i can tell they're just waiting for me to decide and move on and just get on with it...because that's why everyone says they love me and why everyone says I'm going to go on and do great things. This sounds like complete yellow snow, but it isn't, It's what people actually say to me and I sometimes think...I'm not flaming Harry Potter I'm just Laura May...maybe i was the girl who lived, maybe i did fight the odds and smile and I  roll around in a wheelchair that people forget I'm sat in. But that doesn't mean I'm superhuman. Yes i do want to be  a legend, I've admitted it. But it's these moments when i start to doubt myself because everyone expects to be so amazing. I want to be amazing, but I'm just still trying to find the right stepping stones as I know where i want to be, just not exactly how to get there...

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