Journal 11-23-2010

Dear Amber,

Hey you... I wasn't feeling too good today.  I'm not exactly sure why, I was just kind of depressed.  I wonder if you have any sad days? Or happy days, for that matter.

I haven't heard from you in about a week.  Our little private facebook account remains devoid of new posts whenever I get on.  I'm sorry if I'm being a little paranoid here, but I'm getting a little weaker each day.  I miss you a little more, I long for you a little more... I wonder if you've left me with a kind of subtle delirium.

I wonder if you'll send me your senior pictures.  You looked so gorgeous in them, but I get the feeling they won't get sent.  I know I haven't sent you any pictures, but part of me doesn't want to... Part of me wonders if you still want my pictures.  That reminds me, we're taking pictures for Youth Symphony this Sunday.  If mine turn out well, I may send you one.  I'm still debating on whether I should send you these letters or not...

I'm talking to Elsha right now.  We haven't talked in ages.  She can still see your regular facebook.  She attempted to tell what's up with you, but I stopped her.  I really shouldn't know what you're up to, at least not for now.  It's easier that way. 

I'm feeling better now, but I still worry.  I worry what will happen at the end of this year.  Will you change your mind?  Will I?

I suppose all I can do is wait. 

I miss you and I love you, always.

-Thomas

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