Did he have a choice? No. Did he know what he was about to do was going to kill him and all those around him? Yes. He held the gun close to the girls forehead. He was ordered to kill her and wipe down any evidence. If he didn't kill her, his boss would and he would be wiped off the face of the planet. He took in a breath. Why me? he thought. He thought about his mother, who would bawl her eyes out, and all the others who would do the exact same. He pulled the frozen trigger.