"There is no coming to consciousness, except through pain." -Carl Jung Random Things About Me... 1. I am genuinely !!$^ed up. In my relationships, in my mental state, in my life. 2. I cut myself. A lot of my poems are about depression, and a lot of the time, I can't deal with it. I'm not looking for any sympathy, just someone to read my poems... 3. My best friend is Katey. She's helped me through so many things, but there's so much that I owe her. I love her, though, and I'd do anything for her. Except tell her what I'm really like. I never want anyone to know that. 4. I love writing poetry, but I absolutely suck at it. I used to like to write, but I don't so much anymore. I plan on going to college to be a copy editor one day. 5. I will be attending ASU soon... but I wish I wasn't. I plan on transferring to maybe Suffolk or Emerson next year. 6. Why am I staying in @$!#ing Arizona? Because I didn't want to leave my now-ex-boyfriend. Pathetic, right? 7. I have so many scars. So if you see anyone walking around with scars on their legs and arms, treat them like a normal person. Just ignore it. Please. I'm a real person, despite what my body looks like. 8. Owl City is my favorite band. You should check out his earlier work, Sky Sailing... it's pretty amazing as well. 9. My favorite color is green. You know, life, frogs, trees... hippie stuff like that. 10. My favorite place to be is Massachusetts. I can't wait to start my life so I can live there again. 11. My goal in life is to survive, just for today. If I say it enough, I'm sure I'll be okay.