"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment." Life is a story. Each person builds his own story as he likes. Some want it light and fun, others like it sad and painful. Sometimes, just like real story writers, we are stuck. We do not know which way to go. In this case, there is nothing better than throwing the dice and running where ever you feel like. Who knows? You could have a top-hit. Your brain is just a massive chemical chain reaction. Your pain and love are no more than a bunch of electric pulses. Enjoy every moment of life. It's your story.