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"I don't want to own the world. Just rip it open and watch it breathe."

Sometimes, there's a moment. I never know whether the moment is one of lucidly, or cerebral inefficiency. I don't know which way round I operate, but in that moment, I look around, think, decide - write.

I'm complicated. Never the same two days in a row. There are things about me, that will never change. I hate getting older. I will love with everything I have - give everything I have, until the last drop is taken. I expect nothing. I hate selfishness, loathe the inability in others to practice loyalty like their life depended on it.  Anyone is welcome to walk with me, as far as you want, as far as you need. I don't have the last laugh or the last word - you can have that, you need it more than me. If you are still on my journey at that point, I suggest you get a crash mat because make no mistake, it will hurt when I shove you off.

There are two people in my life that I love unconditionally. Who I would give my life for. Other than that, only one other person completes my life, it is not unconditional, but it is still love. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

I'm an emotional train wreck most of the time. I don't dwell on that. I write it down, in poetry, in lyrics, in novels. I move on. My head is permanently cluttered with thoughts, and illogical stuff that give me that cerebral inefficiency.

That's the full circle right there.


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