"Everything science has taught me - and continues to teach me - strengthens my belief in the continuity of our spiritual existence after death. Nothing disappears without a trace." - Wernher Von Braun Twitter | Tumblr | Youtube Next time you enter a maths class, take a glance over in the dark corner. You'll probably see a discarded lump. Yeah, that'd be me. Say hi. My mother said I could be anything I wanted, to I became and anti-social teenage recluse with an intolerance to natural light. I'm someone and no-one, everything and nothing. Name's Molly. I'm a thirteen-year old Welsh girl, stuck in a pretty mediocre High School in a far from mediocre city. My nicknames - or what I'd prefer to be known as - are Moll, Bli, Jammy and Scone. Call me whatever, it doesn't really matter much to me. I suffer from minor panic attacks and anxiety attacks occasionally, though it's nothing serious. I also have minor cases of depression, not enough to require anti-depressants, but enough to make me feel like everything is caving in. No-one ever listens to me when I tell them this, however, so sometimes I'm not quite sure. My timezone is the standard GMT time, +/- 0. Which means I'm about five hours away the the majority of you. Usually, I'm online from 3:30pm to about 10:45pm on weekdays, all day Saturday, and most of Sunday. If you want to talk, just drop a message, I'm pretty much always lonely so it'd actually be appreciated. I don't really have a "label" or "tag" that you can identify me by. I'm not quite goth, not quite emo, not quite scene, not quite nerd, not quite prep. I'm an inbetweener and that's all there is to it. If you had to label me, however, then I'm probably the demented love child of a grunger and a nerd. Pretty freaky. I'm also somewhat of a tomboy and a gamer, not feminine in the slightest. Don't mock me for that; you'll get hit. Hard. My personality depends on who you are. To people I'm unsure about, I'm stubborn, sarcastic, cold and shrewd. To people I'm a little warmer towards, I'm shy, laid-back, insecure and calm. To people I really like? I'm the perverted, lesbianesque freak who's way too hyper and needs a mental check up. Currently, I'm taking and learning various languages both in school and outside of school. I've been learning Welsh since I was five years old, so I suppose my Welsh is ... Passible. I'm taking German in school, and have been doing so for just over a year. Then, at home, I'm teaching myself Spanish and Italian in hopes of being able to communicate with as many people as possible. I have a few phobias, I'm susumphobic (elavators/lifts), genophonic (sex) and athazagoraphobic (being forgotten). The first two aren't really a big deal concering you, but the last one means I'm a huge pain in the arse. I demand attention a lot and I'm a huge drama queen, 'cause if I don't act like that, I'll be forgotten, right? Music also takes up a great deal of my attention. I'll be starting to learn guitar when Christmas comes around, but I'm not really skilled at singing or playing any other instruments. I can play a little on the keyboard, though. My favourite bands and singers include: Green Day, My Chemical Romance, Paramore, Muse, Shinedown, Three Days Grace, Temposhark, Sum 41, OneRepublic, Limp Bizkit, Nirvana, Good Charlotte, Evanescence, Bowling for Soup, Blink-182, Avril Lavigne, The All-American Rejects, Adam Lambert, Halestorm, A Perfect Circle, Fall Out Boy, SImple Plan, Owl City, Linkin Park, Skillet, Death Cab for Cutie, Breaking Benjamin, Flogging Molly, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Offspring, The Devil Wears Prada, 30 Seconds to Mars, System of a Down, Coldplay, and sometimes, a bit of Slipknot. More recently, I've been getting into Nickelback, All Time Low, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, The Rowling Stones, Thousand Foot Krutch, The Ready Set, Ready Set Reset, The Beatles, We The Kings, Gorillaz, etc, etc. Anime and manga wise, I enjoy Hetalia, Durarara!!, Soul Eater, Inazuma Eleven, Pokemon, Beyblade, Naruto, Dinosaur King, Tokyo Mew Mew, Shugo Chara, Lucky Star, Ouran High School Host Club, Haruhi Suzumiya, Toradora, Black Cat, Eden of the East, High School of the Dead, K-ON!, Negima, Tsubuasa: Resevoir Chronicles, Moon Phase, Ao No Exorcist, and many more. But don't think I'm all otaku, I do actually enjoy many old, and new, cartoons and TV shows. These include BBC Merlin, Dr Who, Adventure Time, Regular Show, Ben 10 (original), Johnny Test, Transformers Prime, Phineas and Ferb, Gravity Falls, Ultimate Spider-Man, Iron Man: Armoured Adventures, Jimmy Two Shoes, Grizzly Tales for Gruesome Kids, TMNT, and a few more. I've been reading since I was a pretty young kid, and it's still a favourite hobby and pastime now. A few favourites include Harry Potter, The Chaos Walking Trilogy, The Inheritance Cycle, The Wolves of Mercy Falls Series, Warrior Cats, Stealing Phoenix, The Hunger Games Trilogy, The Chronicles of Ancient Darkness, The Princess Bride, Northen Lights, Twilight Saga, and the Chronicles of Narnia. However, since I've read so many books, it's hard to tell you everything I've ever considered a favourite and all the different authors I've ever loved. As I mentioned earlier, I'm also an avid gamer. It's a pretty expensive hobby, but there's nothing better than being engrossed in a world of videogames, is there? My favourites include Pokemon, Professor Layton, Dragon Quest, Kingdom Hearts, Inazuma Eleven, Animal Crossing, and Harvest Moon. Then again, a own a plethora of various games, I've probably missed another bunch of favourites out. I also have quite a few interests and hobbies, things that I do or study frequently. These include: Reading, writing, playing various sports, animating, spriting, watching anime, playing videogames, reading doujinshis, watching AMVs, listening to music, studying history, religion and learning various languages. I may not be good at some of the things listed here, but if it's fun, then I'll do it. Now for religious views. I am, simply put, a Christian. I belive in God, the father, Jesus, his son, and the holy trinity. However. I do believe in evolution and the big bang, science, and all that goes with it, as I do not believe in a few things written in the Bible (I believe that God's and Jesus' words in the Bible were altered by man, and may not always state the truth). I also believe that God created the Earth, that Adam and Eve did exist (feel free to ask me how I combine that belief with evolution), and that when we die, we are sent to heaven or hell. I believe in reincarnation, however. I will not, and take pride in not, judge you or hate you because you are a different religion from me. Though I like to think that I am right in the path I am taking, that gives me no right to mock your's. Your opinion is just as right as mine, and therefore, I will not hate you for not agreeing with me. Agree to disagree, no? My birthday is the 5th September, making me a Virgo. Virgo traits include shy, insecure, a worrier, and often perfectly okay with watching from the sidelines. That pretty much fits me perfectly. The only trait of Virgo that doesn't really fit me is "perfectionist", as I'm one of the messiest people I know. Oops. Some TV Tropes categories that fit me include; Apologises a LotBeneath the MaskBorn in the Wrong CenturyCool LoserCowardly LionDon't Look At MeDon't You Dare Pity Me!Dumbass Has a PointFear of ThunderForeign Language TiradeForgets to EatForgot Flanders Could Do ThatFormerly FatFormer Teen RebelThe Friend Nobody LikesHates Being AloneHates Being TouchedHidden Heart of GoldHormone-Addled TeenagerHorrible Judge of CharacterLethal KlutzLovable CowardNerdNervous WreckNot So WeakSickly Neurotic GeekYounger than They Look That's all this loner really has to say for now, though I'll be sure to update next time I have something to say. Please, feel free to ask for help from me to do with anything. If you're feeling depressed, you need a friend, you need help with homework, or just generally need someone to talk to, I promise I'll always try my best to be there for you.