Hey lovely :)

Just so you know struggling is ok. It means you are fighting the demons, your trying to heal. Its ok to struggle. Some people act like its not ok, because your not completely whole. That's a snappin' lie. Fight this thing, keep your chin up. I believe in you, I really do. :)

Oh, and one thing: When you are about to give up, God is always there. Yep, I'm a Christian. And if there was no God, I wouldn't exist. If I didn't know without a shadow of a doubt (which I do) that God exists, I wouldn't be typing this message right now. And He loves you dearly, flaws and all. <3

If you've gotten this far, and still intrigued by my life, here's where to start. One of my goals in life is to help others by telling my experiences.....to show you aren't alone. So here's a few pieces you might enjoy.

Father of the Fatherless - My story. The ultimate story of the breaking down of a person. Its basically me being so beat up because I still am unwilling to trust completely. 

This Struggle - My struggles. Its encouraging. Its partly scribbles/autobiograpical/poem/encouragement. Its short and sweet. If anything, please read this. It will give you a glimpse of my soul. 

This Place of Wandering - This......is the day to day struggles. This is real. This is my life. My passions, my disappointments, my loves, my hurts, my fears. Put into poetic form, but not really any real great poetic form ;)

Stupid Facts about myself: 

I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO SNAPPIN' MUCH. Its crazy how much I love and adore them. :D

Two movies I really love right now are "The Art of Getting By" and "Extremely Loud, Incredibly Close." Don't ask me why. 

Dear X, You Don't Own Me by Disciple (No I don't usually listen to rock music, but this one is really quite good) ;) 

Top 5 Favorite Books in No Specific Order

1. The Bible

2. The Wormling Series (A favorite from my childhood :))

3. The Book Thief 

4. The Hunger Games

5. The Lord of the Rings Trilogy

My Collab's

Demonic Whispers - There is definitely such a thing as demons. This is a collab with my darling dear BeauteInterieure. Its a pretty amazing thing if I do say so myself. 

A few authors I recommend whole-heartedly: 

BeauteInterieure - The Stickers in My Purse - *smile* gosh I love this girl. She fights, and fights, and fights, and she doesn't give up. She hopes for a better future. I love her <3

cassandramorrow - The Eating Disorder I Didn't Have. - I wish I could express to you how much her works have inspired me in my life. Plus I adore her <3

KrisseyCrystal - Sought After - One. Of. The. Best. Redemptive. Stories. Ever. EVER. 

Trish - Ohana - I love this girl. She is awesome. :D

I've decided I won't give up. I will continue to fight. Will you join me? 

******All the glory to God******