Narcotic_elegance (Laura Vasic)

My name is Laura. I'm a very shy yet very curious girl. My friends tend to tease me about how I'm 18 yet still tend to, on occasion, act like a child. Little do they know, this act is done on purpose...it­'s a little game I like to play (mostly with guys. It gets me into trouble sometimes but meh). More on that later.
My best friend is a teddy bear.
I have a very twisted mind, despite the 'innocence' that radiates off of me (...Sadly true. Don't get me wrong, I can kick and boss you around just as well as the next girl). Because of this twisted mind, I have fantasies that I could never share with anyone...yet­. So to control these fantasies, I write about them and put them in the form of stories. I write a lot. A lot. Sad really how much I write.
Music is also a big part of my life. Right now I'm in the middle of a music project that my city is running (...aka: I'm stuck in a band. I love it VERY MUCH though.) and I'm studying to attending a music academy in Europe to take a music technology program. Fun fun.
As for bands that I like...psht.­..we'd be here all night if I listed off all of the bands I like. The main one right now seems to be Blutengel (I have this thing for Chris Pohl...Sexy)­. I'm also a HIM devotee...Ol­d stuff though. The new stuff makes me very sad for some reason. Music you will usually catch me listening to would be either metal (...yes, yes I am metal head. Without the headbanging.­) or industrial/d­arkwave. I will listen to pretty much anything though.
What else to say...Oh I have 4 tattoos; a heart, a star, a fairly big heartagram, and a portrait of my teddy bear and baby blanket. Yeah, I realize that's a bit babyish but my Teddy really does mean a lot to me. I also have 5 piercings; ears twice and nose that always has a heartagram in it. See the heart theme? Yeah.
I've had a fairly weird and rough little life but I'm grateful for it. Sometimes. Lots of scars but lots of interesting stories. Like the story about holding a handful of my own blood...that­ was interesting.­ Or the two times I almost drowned. Good times. I blame my life for the reason why I have this tendency to be attracted to the erm...'fathe­rly' Goth guys. You know the type. I also blame my height. Stupid height. I wish I would start growing again. Ah well.
I have this thing with pain and blood that scares some people (no, I don't cut...) but I really don't care. Again, I blame my past for this pain fascination.­ As long as it's not emotional pain and you don't make me cry...I'm good.
All in all, I'm a very interesting person once you get me to talk. I tend to be very quiet and hide in the shadows. Warning though, I do like to play games. They're fairly innocent though. Fairly.

My writing style is very random although I do tend to write on the dramatic and sad side. There are happy and very silly moments though.

I've written many stories, which can be seen on my website, and have a little following of fans...who I adore to bits!