You're busy meeting the underdog. Murphy, the eternal hopeful, waiting and watching while the people around him take what is rightfully there-- Isn't there anymore. Murphy is now the intelligent dumbass, doing whatever he wants to within the limits set by law and money, and those things somehow include writing, playing the guitar, and trying and failing repeatedly to get a girl. 

What I write is generally either dark poetry or dark prose (Who'd have thought?), and I write like a functional member of society whenever I'm in a collab. I'll be setting off on my journey this July to write a novel in a month, and I'll do NaNoWriMo as well, I think.  Don't let me collab until August.