Desiii

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a 20-year-old babe from Wisconsin, United States

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"-•♥•- 'People say when you die your life flashes before your eyes. So make yours worth watching.' -•♥•-"

Here is my advice to you: If smiling is your only way to fight off the tears, make it a battle worth winning...♥

Generally, I'm a sweet girl and I like to keep to myself and the people I trust most... Which is my boyfriend, older brother (Alec), my aunt and uncle (Erica and Travis) and my brother's girlfriend, Keisha. I can be loud, obnoxious and perverted, but that's just who I am. If you're nice to me, I'll be nice to you; simple as that.

I am taken, so don't even try that 'hmu' crap on me... I love my boyfriend with everything I have and I'd never even consider leaving him. He's my world... ♥

I didn't have quite the...unbringing a young child should have but I'm learning to work through it. I have grown up a lot in the past five years due to numerous rapes, molestations and beatings, and I have learned that not everything is perfect. I used to want to believe everything was going to be okay, but I realize now that it can't work that way.

My old boyfriend, Angel, killed himself while he was on the phone with me on June 13th, 2010. He told me he loved me and he always would, but he couldn't stand my pain anymore. He asked me to find love and to take care of myself... After I heard the gun shot, my life immediately crumbled and fell apart. I didn't know what to do, so I got involved in an alcoholic, drug-filled, dangerous life. I was lost for awhile...

There are two voices in my head that don't go away. They're constantly talking, and I fear I might be losing myself, again, sometimes... But, my boyfriend (now) helps me through it... He lights up my world. I really do love him...

I know, I sound like every other teenage girl you know, but honestly? I'm a lot more mature than I lead people to believe, trust me on that one.

I don't really hold too many grudges, unless you're a sick %!#! that I cannot hold any respect for.

If anything else important happens, I'll update my profile. Otherwise, adios, amigos. =]

xDesiii

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